I very nearly missed the
Undergraduate Creative Writing Awards altogether due to being highly distracted
by the flagrant housing assignment injustice which had just been perpetrated on
my draw group. (We may end up launching
multiple appeals…the possibility has been raised of inciting the righteous ire
of a Feminist Studies professor on our behalf…in short, Shit May Very Well Go
Down.) But I digress. At precisely 6:30, my friend who was planning
to accompany me asked, “Wait, Audrey, when is your [creative writing] thing? …Isn’t it 6:30?” I jumped up from the table without taking a
single bite of the banana I had just lovingly peeled. Further delay was occasioned by a hotly
contested sandwich and the fact that both of our bikes have broken gears, mine
being permanently stuck on the very lowest setting and his on the very highest
setting. But at last our
energy-inefficient journey to Margaret Jacks culminated in a sheepish entrance
into the Terrace Room, where the first reader had just begun.
The kid
whose turn came right after mine shared a heartbreaking/heartwarming story
about the rescue of an abused, malnourished dog, which is normally exactly the
kind of thing that would wreak havoc with my emotions. However, the fact that my own story features a
canine narrator apparently brought out the worst in me, because what I mostly kept
thinking the whole time was, “My dog
would kick your dog’s ass.” His was sweet and helpless and mine was
vicious, so yes, this did make me a terrible person.
Probably
the most memorable reader for me was the last girl, who spoke eloquently,
movingly, and best of all humorously about a traumatic haircutting incident
which she suffered as a child. Through
this fairly mundane subject, she provided insight into larger themes like the
dynamics between her family, her father’s character, and her experience of
being Asian-American. Having been
another little girl who was vain about her hair and fought to defend it from
the interference of my mother, and who always feared appearing too
“excruciatingly Asian,” I definitely identified with a lot of the things she
said.
There was
also a girl who shared an ode to her creative, independent sister, a kid who described
some sort of ragtag band of musicians in Spanglish, and some truly phenomenal
complimentary strawberries. All in all,
not a bad hour spent—it just happened to be overshadowed by the stress of our
infuriating housing situation.
*The experience of actually getting up in front of the room
and reading was scarier than I expected it to be, and I was much less
charismatic than I had hoped to be, and really, I would rather not talk about
it.
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